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Today Was one of those days I wish could just stay like that forever . watching movies with my friends , like crappy ones like "house of 1000 corpses" and other Rob Zombie Movies . I miss being with Him but if he can't even be honest to me I don't know . Hes not worth it then . I just wish I could stop bvreathing because Im shattered . Oh well right ?
Im out . My Life is a waste right now .
Peacce out .
Carrie .
- Location:Fucking Knows .
- Mood:
rejected - Music:Rebirthing - Skillet .
&I want him back .
&Im not lieing .
I Hate talking about feelings . It makes me feel like a loser .
But I want him back so bad . He's my other half .
You'll See .
- Location:BEDROOM
- Mood:
hopeful - Music:None .
I finished reading Eclipse . It was positively amazing , baha . The bad part is I have to go to the library now since my mother won't buy me more books because I read them in days . Yes Its quite horrible . But I love the library so it's ok .
I've been in Elk piont for the last hundred days . Do you wanna hear what happened ? Well . . . my grandma picked me up on the 30th and I went back to her house and stayed the night . We left in the morning at 10 am and went striaght to Elk Piont . It took 2 hours and I was bad company . Baha I listened to my mp3 player and read eclipse the whole way . When we got there Aunty Marie was waiting for us . After that it was old people talk forever . [FOREVER]
That night was horrible , New years and I stayed home alone at My aunt's house and I thought the boogey man was gonna come get me . He didn't find me I locked myself in my bedroom there and watched Bring it on and Bruce almighty and Honey . It was gay . Then they made me move to this crappy futon when I was sleeping on the bed .
Then I went to my couins house on The 1st and we played Scene it and made Hot Dogs and Ate Cookkies and disgusting juice . That was the best night of the whole trip I had lots of fun .
Stephenie Meyer . The Best Author of all time .
www.stepheniemeyer.com
If you've never read Twilight or New Moon or Eclipse .
Go to that website and read the previews , The books are amazing .
- Location:My Bedroom
- Mood: content
- Music:102.9 Sonic .
E-town isn't just a pit of darkness , it's a pit with sharp crystals sticking out of the sides . People are very stubborn and some poeple don't care that your trying to make the world a better place . It matters to me and I want our E-town to be something to be proud of a star in the nights sky . I used to think I was perfectly safe with my parents here but the reality is your not . They just want you to feel secure . The Goverment I mean .
As I awoke from my 8 hours of sleep I Closed my eyes and tried to fall asleep again . It didn't work and my mom walked in , she had a look on her face that I couldn't exactly point out . Then she started talking " Carrie I think someone peed on your floor ." I replied " The Dogs . " She just nodded and walked back down the stairs . I decided to get up since I had nothing better to do and went to the bathroom . My hair was a disaster and I looked horrible , like that chick on the treehouse channel with the flower in her hair . No biggy though I had all day .
My Day was quite unexciting and Im just writing now to let you know that my computer sucks . Mom . . . I need a new one . More Ram or something . Lmao .
&Edward is my Hero .
&he's My Darlin .
& I Love Alice and Bella .
Not Jacob though .
Peeaccce out ,
Carrie .
- Location:My Bedroom
- Mood: content
- Music:Hit The Lights - All time low
I will never get a good sleep in a house filled with kids and crabby adults . Everyone is always up to something , the dogs always pooping some where . Sleeping isn't the best choice in this house . As I pulled the covers and dropped them on the floor I noticed it was quite cold , maybe the house turned into a popsicle . I doubted it . I hated waking up looking at the floor making sure you didn't step in any poop but in my fathers house you have to . I think I cleaned up dog poop like 6 times all in a short period of 3 hours . I hate small dogs . I knew today would drag so I decided to make it go by faster . My secret is "READ TWILIGHT" all day . So every 15 minutes I had to clean up stupid do poop or eat or something , I hate having to do things and not just read my book . As the day passed , well nevermind it dragged so bad . I watched tv ! I mean tv , I haven't done that in a while but I did . Only because theres nothing else to do . I like my house better , my mommy would make life not boring . As life dragged on I cleaned , had a shower , read twilight , cleaned my clothes and this is were I end . I can't wait to get in the car that'll take me home .
Peacce out ,
Carrie .
All And All I guess shopping today with my father and Melissa went better than I thought it would . I mean Im not dead . YAY . Tommarow is another day of shopping for Christmas How much fun can we have in one weekend ? Baha , Check me out on Nex : GOODYgood.
Thank Peacce out .
Carrie .
- Location:Dads
- Mood: cheerful
So Looking at the ceiling I knew I was still amazingly tired but how to get back to sleep when someones ringing the door bell a million times , So I decided to get out of bed . I didn't want to but I did . Thinking of the perfect guy is a very depressing thing to do so I decided maybe if I thought of someone like Edward I would be more awake . Didn't work . So I started walking down the stairs that lead to my computer room I closed my eyes and tried to sleep standing up , didn't work . Maybe Im not that skilled but in the end it will work if I practise ? I slowly walked down the stairs , making sure I didn't fall down them . I am so clumsy . As I walked through the Kitchen I went to the cupboard looking for "Mini Wheats" They were all gone , Amanda ate them . Im gonna kill her . I decide maybe pouridge is better , actuall I like Mini Wheats are better . So as I went on with the day I had a shower andI listened to Sweeney todd music and Ate KD .
New Moon .
Page 540 .
Edward : All Right . Forget time limits . If You Want to be the one--then you'll just have to meet one condition .
Bella : Condition , What Condition ?
Edward : Marry Me First .
Awwey Cute hey ? I thought that was so adorable , I haven't read the last book yet so I hope they get married , I love happy endings . I will go buy the book sometime soon , my mom won't buy it for me right now though .
Anyway Peaccce out .
Carrie .
- Location:My computer room
- Mood:
okay - Music:Johanna From Sweeney Todd .
Oh what a Stupid Lamb .
I was begining to think maybe my friend moving away would be a good thing , but right now I really don't have any sympathy for someone turning into a Nun . I know she may say she isn't but being honest to god I think she may become one , one day . I will not give up on our friendship like I have to so Many poeple . It hurts me inside . As I was thinking about this I walked into art class not expecting it to be any diffrent then any other day but today was quite diffrent for one Mrs. Haragan went crazy . Maybe it was just her Loony hair or her Eyes that never seemed to be looking , but they were . I think she is utterly crazy and should go to a loony hospital . I think many people would agree . The day seemed more like a blur than a regular last day before Christmas break . I think I would have rathered stay at school then go to my Fathers house . He was uptight sometimes , his hair is already starting to grey and he's only 33 . Thats not the part I was talking about though , I have an evil step-sister . Like Cinderella , at least Cinderella's sister was decent . My sister Melissa is far from Ordinary , She is Dangerous . Like a Bomb about to explode if you haven't found the 10 digit code in 30 seconds . She's deadly . If I Don't come out alive , Please don't forget me or I will massacre you and your stuffed animals . Other than going to school , my day was utterly boring , having nothing to do because I finished New moon . Im having withdraw from it . The Library doesn't even have a copy right now . I am about to die and not come back alive . About my boy problem , Sam moved today , I won't miss him but Lets say I will . I need an Edward . I wish I was a Vampire , Someday maybe . As I walked into my computer room I realized that all this talking is very rude since you have to read it . I will say though "I am a Lamb" Tommarow with the bomb is going to go bad , Good Luck to all and all a good night .
- Location:My computer room
- Mood: cheerful
- Music:CrushCrushCrush By Paramore
